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Monday, July 31, 2006

screwed up day.

wah today so screwed up lehh!

okay.
hmm.
let me start frm the beginning till now.
i got seven mins.
ok.
prize presentation.
quite screwed up. )X
we were supposed to haf a video
which didnt happen.
the video would mean
hard work by collin.
and it was so called "useless."
sadly.
ok.
so when we got on stage,
i was quite uncharacteristically blurr.
hhas.
ok.
first two had got off stage.
i was looking at the other end of the stage.
then
lyk 10 secs later,
i saw
them moving.
then i just started running,
hhas.
quite embarrassing i tell u leh.
holding up evryone.
lolz.

then.
we went back to our seats.
then,
evryone was dismissed.
when we saw the video on collin's comp.
it was COOL!
i tell u.
the song was what we danced to at the end of the teen's party.
really quite cool and fun music.
what is it called?
tag me.
ok.
nearly late for common tests.
while walking bak 2gether wif nik,
he was lyk wanting to get 60 for the test.
hhas.

ok.
hmms.
i wanted an a2!
i think just that wud do.
my tutor wants me to get 70 and above.
so i guess i met her expectations!
okay what i hoped to get.

Section My estimation
填写汉字 (5 marks) 5
填写词语 (10 marks) 10
造句 (9 marks) 6
cloze passage (6 marks) 3
理解测验 (2 marks) 0
理解问答 (18 marks) 13
total 37

then the oral i screwed up
prob get arnd 60 %
so...when add together,
i screwed up lah!
hhas.
i surely did.

hope can get salvage it.
hahs.
okok.
then now,
ermz.
watching tv.
haven is on friday and sat.
its quite good.
yeah,
ok aftr that
there was some classes
oops.
got to eat apples.
brb.

ok bak.
who on earth writes that on their blogs?
hhas.
okay.
so the imt was quite screwed up.
erm.
in between the third round or smth.
i couldnt shoot.
my m16 was quite screwed up.
yeah.
so i was told to join another grp of ppl.
once the rest were done.
so,
it was almost done.
my turn was lyk 2-3 mins away.
and....
the teacher said i was holding evryone up.
so
we had to go.
and i was quite pissed.
i waited.
and waited
and waited.
and
i had to go off.
wah.
super pissing leh!

i couldnt stand it!
so i haf to come down against on september.
such a waste of time.
i was beginning to even get nervous!
i hope i can get marksmanship!
i hope so.
its impossible.
nobody even passsed today.
so scary.
im not that good and all that.
yeah so thats it.
i guess this is enuf.

got phy sci on wed.
hope to get a1?
must get a1 for sciences and maths.

gtg nows, i guess.
bbye.

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8:55 PM


Sunday, July 30, 2006

chinese coming up!

hi evryone.

hmm.
todays a sunday.
i haf not blogged for quite a while.
so i guess i will blog today.
i haf to study at 3 pm
for chinese.

hopfully can get a2!
hhas.
erm.
hmm.
wah.
suddenly so diff to blog.
i haf lyk no ideas...
bohooz
ermz.

yay.
at least i think im having more frenz in sch now.
other than some enemies.
those ppl that ppl really hate me to the core.
for dunno what kind of reason.
maybe they just hate me!
okok.
hmm,
i heard theres some aussy christian band,
planetshakers are coming to singapore.
i want to go lah.
but it in between my exam period.
anyway,

this is my schedule
for the tests:

Week 6
chinese
and phy sci

Week 7
maths

week 8 (aka the week of death_all subjs must do a lot of memorising...can die lorh)
lit
life sci
geog

so pretty much thats it.
yeah,
erm
hmm
er,
im running out of ideas,
btr catch them
(that was lame.)

hmm,
hmm






my mine blanked out,
again,.
so what?
regarding tablets,
we haf to remove all games.
but i dont haf games so no need to worry.
yeah,
im bored and sleepy,
ytd chat till 1 am.
felt so sleepy.
still feeling sleepy.

so bye i guess,
all the best to those hafing exams!

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2:24 PM


Thursday, July 27, 2006

crisis over

hey.

okay.
its over.
ended off well.
come to think of it,
god has been watching me,
and then maybe its god's will
ok.
i got to go soon,
sleep.
tmrw damn slack.

in class we had pastoral care,
where we wrote letters to ourselves.
mine was the longest
hhas.
dunno good or bad lah.
juz write to myself.
a bit lyk blogging.
so i guess im used to it lah.
lolz.
CHINESE IS ON MONDAY!
AND WE MISSED CHINESE TODAY!
AND THERES NO CHINESE TMRW!
argh!
so screwed up.
hhas.

bye


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11:30 PM


oh shet.

i didnt know it was me,
i was the cause of your unhappiness.
really soz.
u were really sad.
i didnt think it was me!
oh gosh.
please forgive me?
i seriously dont rmb some of the things that i told them.
i think i was the cause.
ARGH!
omgomg.
im freaking out,,,,
i should haf just told u in person then things wud be btr.
i dont think some things are true lah.
but i guess juz apologise for all.
im in the wrong.
i really am.

sorry.

"i really dont know why im talking to you now."
im so scared.
help!
i think i juz screwed my relationship up.
why oh why.
why did i tell them?
....when i didnt even mean.
why?

this is getting scary.
i SCREWED my relationship.
i caused it.
im dying.
im dead.
help.
pls,
now.
talk to me.
im in a damn state of shock and saddness.

why was it me?
why didnt i even say that?

i guess you hate me now.
omg.
i hate this.
who lyks it?
who can help me?
i hate the word hate.
i dont hate ppl.
why cant i juz live a normal life?
why?

i guess the blog is the only place where i can blog.
and its kept safely until someone reads it.
i wuz beginning to get happy.
until now.
i wish i could change my past.
totally not possible.
and i had to screw my life up
why?
only god has the answer.
not even i know why.
maybe he has a purpose for me.
he always does.
i seriously wonder what.

at least i know
someone is comforting me now.
only 1
wen the whole world walks out on me,
he will still be there for me.
ok.
i was given a chance and i screwed it up,
how bad did it haf to get?
why must i get so worked up over it?
why?
why?
WHY?
WHY?
somebody talk to me.
comfort me.
or im lyk so .............
im the cause.
and i hate that.

HELP!
*sad and depressed

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10:12 PM


Wednesday, July 26, 2006

(: x)

this message is dedicated to my special fren.

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i guess thats enuf! hhas...

Add colours to your life!!
9:24 PM


happy and sad.

Hellos!
okay.
today i had history!
i think i will get a high b3 or low a2.
i obviously want to get a low a2 lah.
but then not very good leh.
watching singapore idol now.
ok.

anyway,
FINALLY! i managed to download the neww microsoft office 2007 beta.
its so cool!
hhas,
i so love it!

hmms anyway today in class,
im supposed to be lyk damn regretting kind of feeling
but i feel quite happy (not that im sadistic or anything ah! dont get the wrong thing).
i feel quite secure posting here as most ppl dont that this blog even exists.
u should feel...erm..grateful as u r able to read by blog!
cuz indeed, u are my true fren.
(guess where thats from)
so obvious lah.

ermz, lemme see i will talk abt the tests later.
but singapore idol first.
hmm so far,
jay got lyk 3 negative comments,
Rahimah got all negative comments.
but be quite bad for her, i guess lah.
anyway,
erm,

yeah.
the test,
the first short answer questions i hope to get abt
9/12

then i hope to be able to get
9/13 for the second section.

yupps.
i hope i do well lah.
in other words.
who doesnt want to?










my mind was lyk blanking out.
okokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokookokokokokokok.
still blanking out.
oh wait.
yeah.
i got it.
erm
today,
was kind of the worst days of their lives for two of my classmates,
Yugaraj and Kenneth.
They were nearly kicked out of the sch.
which i hope they did lah.
i dont lyk them,
they are lyk not really nice.
esp. kenneth,
he lyk bad lorh.
disrupt the class a lot.
make ppl dont lyk him one.
he shouldnt even be in this sch.
he lyk luckily got 235.
all thats needed to come into the sch.
IF ONLY HE GOT 1 MARK LESS~!
i dont really lyk him.

Yugaraj is okay.
not too bad.
quite okay if u get to know him well.
he can help u out in IT stuff and all those lah.
okok.
they ate in a bus or smth
so they got
1 demerit
2 strokes of the cain.
They say not painful one.
how to believe them?
i ask u?
impossible lah.

and then we got screwed up
by DM.
wah.
thats was really scary.
we had to write a note.
cuz it was damn noisy.
some ppl screamed on the way
to music class.
then, us, the class comm equally got screwed as well.
wah.
damn irritating ah!
i tell u .
i pretty hate 90 % of the class.
except for mayb previously js ppl except for 1, shaun.
yupps.
pretty much hate him and a few others.



CHANGE topic.

erm.
hmm.
quARrelled wif my dad today.
ask me why,
dont feel lyk blogging this down.
this entry seems long enuf.
so here is where i stop.

bye,
next paper,
mothertongue.

Add colours to your life!!
8:16 PM


Monday, July 24, 2006

am i happy?

am i happy?

my maid asked me this question.
hmms. i wonder.
i guess so.
but yet again no.
common tests are comming up lehhs!
how to be happy?

but im having a great time living life
other than some horrible hiccups last week.
at least its solved.
so i should be happy right?
i guess so lah.
so yupps i am.

english test was today.
i think i did quite ok.
hopefully get a 23?
omg.
that wud be damn good lah.
i hope so.
hopefully.

wed got history.
its history anyways.
okay. that was lame.

yay i got selected for being a prefect.
i guess im supposed to happy.
so today was not really such a badday after all
that happend last week.
i shant remind myself abt last week.
why do i keep raising it?

okok.
change topics.
hmms.
oh yeah regarding chapel.
since i finished my so called blog just now,
i ran to the new audi
then sat wif the om ppl.
so fun to be wif them.
*selected people only.
hhas.
im so evil.
muahahahahahahahahahahhaahhahaahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhas.
hmm.
ok.
the om coordinator told us the mood is damn fail.
cuz there will be a public apology
and then if we were to be put into the slot,
it will be damn short.
but madam said she at least wanted 15 minutes!
kindof long leh.

so next week i guess.
hhas.
its postponed yet again.
ok then the rest of chapel, i wuz damn screwed (i juz felt screwed)
for a while.
ok.
after the postponing "talk" or whatever you call it,
we had to go back.
so i went to look for my bag which i thought my classmates help me get,
but no they didnt.
ok
let me explain the contents of my bag.
TABLET!!!!
so die die lah.
fortunately i told madam i wuz going to get my bag.
u will find out later why.
ok.
so i ran to get my bag.
then i run/walk to the audi.
cuz i was carrying my bag,
the discipline master thought i was late.
find enuf lah.
understandable.
but when i try to reason wif him,
its lyk so impossible,.
probably he had enuf of excuses.
anyway,
fortunately,
my fren who went wif me helped me call my pct.
ty a lot madam rani!!!!
u kindof saved the mood for the day.
the rest of the day wuz find except...

life sci.
there wuz a mini test
where nobody studied for.
so die lah.
madam said that if u fail,
ur parents will be called up.
so i btr warn my parents b4 they get that call.
hhas.
ok.
the test.
i thought its the format that madam told us abt.
but it wasnt.
the whole test was
FREE RESPONSE QUESTIONS!
i was lyk omg.
nvm.
the first answer i know i got it correct
gram staining.
ok
then they asked what was the differential step
i was wth.
i couldnt rmb.
i heard somebody so called scream ethanol,
so i guess thats the answer.
i haf no itentions of cheating ah!
dont say i cheat.
he juz screamed.
yeah..
then the next question.
dunno what two advantages of antibiotics
then they asked probiotics.
so i know i kindof screwed that question.

anyways,
the life sci teacher cant really control the class
we are too noisy
so i sit in the middle
so its damn diff to listen leh!
wah.
seriously diff!

okay.
i got to study history later.
anybody who reads this blog,
please pray for me for the common tests,
i need all the support i can.
this blog is really long!
i guess i btr go for dinner soon.
hope to talk to u soon.
hhas.

bbye

Add colours to your life!!
7:21 PM


argh!

oh hello.
im super pissed now.
parents were arguing just know.
chairman didnt get the key.
i dunno why i juz want to blog down how i ***king feel.
this blog will definetely haf a lot of profanities,
so please bear with it.
ty a lot.
omg.
why did they argue?
ok,
hmms,
ermz
my mum was kind of a bit late lah.
so she apologized
then my father said the word 'punishment'
which he should'nt haf and got my mother
fuc**** pissed off.
it all started off wif that
which triggered the war of words between the two.
she said this.
he SCREAMED that.
all the kind of stuff lah.

cant really stand it anymore.
and to make things bloddy worse,
stupid chairman
or who*hell* ever the chairman passed it to.
wah lao ah!
ok anyway.
hmms.
aiyoz.
hmms.
im running out of ideas.
i dont think im supposed to blog anyways.

oh wait.
theres english today.
shet.
it will be either newpaper article
or informal letter.
i seriously hope its newspaper aritcle.
dunno y lah.
its just lyk dat.
i think we did it most recently so its lyk
more refreshed in my mind, i guess.

theres prize presentation soon.
we got third for om worlds.
that stupid n******* ***.
"destroy" my tablet.
"ooh. nothing happened."
what the fu**?
stupid lorhhs.
im getting supersuper pissed.

ty everyone!
seriously
thanks a lot.
try to calm me down
only one person can do that.
bbye.

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6:49 AM


Sunday, July 23, 2006

in godmas house

hello everyone.

im now so called celebrating a kiddies birthday.
not really kiddy lah.
my god sister, zen.
shes turning 6 today.
her real burfdae wuz on thurs.

ok.
anyway today i studied.
lol.
hmm i did history.
quite complicated quite fun lah.
im shocked im calling it fun cause i got nth btr to do!
yeahs.
i finished the factors of a golden age.
and i think thats it.

okay. went for some food.
kkays.
hmms.
i wonder what to blog about.
i went to my moms sch's church in the morning.
then we went to my moms principals house for lunch
went to buy the birthday girls gift
and now im at the party and here.

ok while buying the gift,
i saw someone wif smth petruding out of her eye.
i wonder what it is.
anyway, she wore a pair of sunglasses.
now going for a magic show.
how lame.
hhas.

okay.
the magic show was ok lah.
so-so.
but quite fun lah.
i dont believe im saying this.
i managed to crack some of his tricks.
but i couldnt for some.
yupps.
i think thats it.
okay going to play chess now.
juz to entertain some ppl.

kkeiz.
erm
i wud lyk to thank some ppl for making this blog possible.
erm
ty kana for giving me most of the instructions.
ty jem for helping me to create the code.
ty the blogskin designer.

ok.
thats abt it.


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4:11 PM


Saturday, July 22, 2006

finally...done.

okay.
finally done!
phew.
can breathe now.
still got history to study leh.
so scary.
then tmrw so packed.

10 am go to church
12 pm go for lunch
04 pm go for a party
08 pm go to grandmas house
10 pm go home

no time to study leh.
i seriously hope i can find some time.
if not im,
screwed.
hhas.

i seriously dun want to screw history again,
the last term wuz alrdy bad enuf leh.
i hope to get arnd.
hmms.
75% at least.
hopefully its doable.
i juz need to study 1 chapter.

ok
going back into time,
i had gone for a birthday party.
at rayan's place.
his house was really huge and cool!
kinda liked it.
although didnt manage to tour arnd.
hopfully next time?
hhas.
hmms.
then we celebrated 3 birthdays.
rayan.
ryan.
jlow.

was really cool and fun.
didnt really manage to pass u a card or smth lyk dat.
so i guess i will post it here.

Rayan:
hellos!
ty for really being a friend when i needed u.
when u supported me when i was low.
happy 17th burfday.
haf funz spending the next year of ur life.
God Bless!

okay.
hmm.
what else shd i blog abt?
anybody knows how to set a code for ur blog
so only frenz can see?

ty a lot.
i gtg.
byez

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11:39 PM


theunknownme

Hey.
the inaugaral of this blog.
hhas.
i decided to start blogging here.
hmms.
i guess this will be my permanent blog now.
i am still trying out how to figure how to use this.
so bear wif me lah.
kays.
i will talk about the party later.

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10:23 PM