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Thursday, July 27, 2006

oh shet.

i didnt know it was me,
i was the cause of your unhappiness.
really soz.
u were really sad.
i didnt think it was me!
oh gosh.
please forgive me?
i seriously dont rmb some of the things that i told them.
i think i was the cause.
ARGH!
omgomg.
im freaking out,,,,
i should haf just told u in person then things wud be btr.
i dont think some things are true lah.
but i guess juz apologise for all.
im in the wrong.
i really am.

sorry.

"i really dont know why im talking to you now."
im so scared.
help!
i think i juz screwed my relationship up.
why oh why.
why did i tell them?
....when i didnt even mean.
why?

this is getting scary.
i SCREWED my relationship.
i caused it.
im dying.
im dead.
help.
pls,
now.
talk to me.
im in a damn state of shock and saddness.

why was it me?
why didnt i even say that?

i guess you hate me now.
omg.
i hate this.
who lyks it?
who can help me?
i hate the word hate.
i dont hate ppl.
why cant i juz live a normal life?
why?

i guess the blog is the only place where i can blog.
and its kept safely until someone reads it.
i wuz beginning to get happy.
until now.
i wish i could change my past.
totally not possible.
and i had to screw my life up
why?
only god has the answer.
not even i know why.
maybe he has a purpose for me.
he always does.
i seriously wonder what.

at least i know
someone is comforting me now.
only 1
wen the whole world walks out on me,
he will still be there for me.
ok.
i was given a chance and i screwed it up,
how bad did it haf to get?
why must i get so worked up over it?
why?
why?
WHY?
WHY?
somebody talk to me.
comfort me.
or im lyk so .............
im the cause.
and i hate that.

HELP!
*sad and depressed

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