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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

(: i survived

hello!

i blog again!
...lol

havent blogged for quite a while!
quite a long while i must say.

"knock it down! recover! knock it down! recover!"
are the words that are still ringing in my head.

btw had camp for the past two days..
quite horrible.
but i had freaky feelings about this camp
but it didnt turn out to be as bad.
at least i haf a bed to myself
and i can sleep for proper hours!

the first night,
we slept at 9+ pm and woke up at 630!
OMgosh!
that was just the first day...
second had been far worse!
sleep at 1 am and wake up at 6 am.

the second nite i tossed and turned,
didnt really manage to get much sleep.
unfortunately.
today was the last day.
a few ppl did not make it through,
in fact some ppl even quitted!
i guess this really shows you your treshold [correct sp?] for pain...
if you do lah.

on the first nite,
i nearly thought of quitting
bcuz we were made to wake up in the middle of the nite!
for a fire drill
and also knock-it-down...
i hate that phrase!
damn irritating.

on the second day,
when the vice head prefect took in charge of us,
we were made to "knock-it down" 37 times apparently.
it was so tiring.
we were made to stay in pumping position on hard concrete.
he asked as to talk to the concrete.
ask them why we are there...
a bit the stupid ryt?
aiyoh..!
but i just kindof just put all my anger on the rocks
which kept me for a while..
after a while,
after serious numbers of pumping and screaming
and councillors saying that we suck although some of us were trying our best,
i broke down.
i couldnt take it...
i wanted out.
but i couldnt.
i needed to peservere.
i could do this.
they just said we were lousy.
we sucked.
we were the worst possible batch.
i just cried and cheered.
and just looked away from everyone else.
i just stared far away and cheered and cried.
it was really difficult.
we had to work together.
encourage each other,
if not we would have died..

as i recall,
all the blisters remind me of the pain that we had gone through,
where we worked together as a team and tried our best at everything!
we screamed our hearts out.
we gave our ALL!
but was it worth it?

Add colours to your life!!
6:10 PM